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4/11/06 02:05 pm - MEH

MEH I'm so bored in this class...so Josh in my career tech class is a total idiot, hes dating some girl thats cheating on him and he knows it and is ok with it, he could do 50 times better so it bugs me, prolly shouldnt but it does!! So Tyler and I are ok, I guess, we argue some but its cuz he always has to think hes right and damnit hes not always right!!! God I need to do my tax form, I need money, I need to see crystal, I need to get my Highland shit straightened out at least in my mind I do.  I dont want to graduate it makes me semi sad and I know it shouldnt but there are so many things I will miss, the musicals, chorus, conference festival, cheerleading (even tho i hate to admit it) all the people that I will prolly never see again, it depresses the shit out of me!! I dont want to lose me close friends thats the biggest worry I have.  I need to get drunk or sumthing lol..jk.  What should I do when I get out of school any ideas?  Working at Disney is my Dream job and thats what I really wanna do!! I DONT KNOW!! Well I'm gonna go now...bye

4/7/06 02:04 pm - Give me all your poison and give me all your pills...

Well I really havent updated in quite a while cuz I've been on Myspace.  But I figured I might as well update, Not really a whole lot is new, my moms b-day is today...Snyders is going good...Me and Tyler are pretty good...I have no friends besides Bethany...Crystal hates me...I'm fat...I'm tired a lot...I'm more or less poor 80% of the time...I want a new tattoo but I wont be able to get one after my next check because I have to pay for my Cap and gown.  Prom is coming up and I'm really not all that excited. Graduation is coming up so I need to start worrying about a grad. party, and I'm scared because I dont know how I'm going to afford College and I dont have any career plans and I'm thinking about it but thats all I got.. I would love to transfer to a technical school after highland but money is an issue once again.  Why does everything have to be so expensive? I'm afraid that after highschool all of my friends I'll never see again, Bethany will prolly be too buisy for me and I'll be buisy with work and school and Emily already hates me.  I dont know what to do, GOD its so difficult and I need to get my tax form in and my EZ form.  Im so worried about so many things, I keep trying to put stuff off and not think about it but it never fails it always falls back on me.  Crystals prolly not even gonna wanna hang out with me when she gets back shes prolly just gonna wanna hang with emily which is too bad...Oh well I dont know what else to talk about so I'm gonna go now!! Bye

1/3/06 11:46 pm

stole from BETH
Then:
1) What was the first album/CD/Cassette you ever bought?
Backstreet Boys or Hanson
2) What was your first fave song?
Hmmm, MMMbop or Sumthing BSB
3) Which song gives you that "funny nostalgic feeling" everytime you hear it?
Hey Mr. DJ - BSB
4) Name the first concert you ever went to.
Ozzfest
5) What do you consider the worst song of all time?
Dido that stupid song in the eminem song


Now:
1) Name your fave song at the moment.
hmmm...nethin RENT/Wicked, My Chem "Helena"
2) What is the most recent album/CD/Cassette you purchased?
Fall out Boy
3) Which song will you never get sick of hearing?
"Laffy Taffy", "Baby got back", "Push it"
4) What is your current fave music video?
Helena..i dont see many new ones..i like the Dance Dance video tho by fall out boy
5) If you could be a famous music artist, what type of music would you produce?
Rock/metal, Emo

1/3/06 11:23 pm - well

Its been a while since I've updated this, I've been on myspace more or less. But nothing too new...my New Years party was a total bust..no one came so thats sumthing. Ummmm I'm going to Theatrefest on thurs so im excited about that....im completely and totally broke...my b-day was a few days ago...that was good i went shoppping and spent all my money..hence y im broke. X-mas was good, i got a lot of cool stuff, I got a digital camera from my grama for my b-day that im absolutely in love w/. I got 3 MP3 players lol. well Im watching boogeyman..i like this movie. I got Miss Castaway from Ashley Jilek which by the way has My husband in it...Michael Jackson. I got the 1st and 3rd Season of Married w/ Children...one of which bethany gave me which btw i love!!! I got the Exorcism of Emily Rose which is a pretty damn good movie!! Hmmm lets see, my Marriad project I've totally procrastinated on...i really need to do that. My exit interview is tomorrow at 8:30 so im glad ill get that over early!! Ummm me and Tyler are doing good..i reallllly like him a lot. We get along so good. Well I think I've caught up on everything so I'm gonna go now....BYE

12/6/05 11:22 pm - not too much new but RENT

(Angel)
Live in my house
I'll be your shelter
Just pay me back
With one thousand kisses
Be my lover - I'll cover you

(Collins)
Open your door
I'll be your tenant
Don't got much baggage
To lay at your feet
But sweet kisses I've got to spare
I'll be there - I'll cover you

(Both)
I think they meant it
When they said you can't buy love
Now I know you can rent it
A new lease you are, my love,
On life - be my life

Just slip me on
I'll be your tenant
Wherever - whatever - I'll be your coat

(Angel)
You'll be my king
And I'll be your castle

(Collins)
No you'll be my queen
And I'll be your moat

(Both)
I think they meant it
When they said you can't buy love
Now I know you can rent it
A new lease you are, my love,
On life - all my life

I've longed to discover
Something as true as this is

(Collins) (Angel)
So with a thousand
sweet kisses If you're cold
I'll cover you And you're lonely
With a thousand
sweet kisses
I'll cover you You've got one nickel only
With a thousand sweet kisses
I'll cover you
When you're worn
out and tired With a thousand sweet kisses
I'll cover you
When your heart has
expired

(Both)
Oh lover I'll cover you
Oh lover I'll cover you

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Sweet Shit right, I get to be Angel, I've wanted to be him/her all my life!!  I love RENT so much, it is incredibe....by the way, Wicked was phenomenol also!!! I love TYLER, hes the most amazing person in the world!!!!!  I want to marry him lol...just kidding, maybe!!  I miss hanging out w/ my friends, i miss them sooo much we havent gone out or spent the night in forrrrever!! I feel terrible for bethany, she got her liscence suspended and i feel so bad for her, i wish there was sumthing i could do.  I miss crystal, shes in florida and left us losers behind damnit, Em is going out w/ Chad i guess, kinda wierd but if shes happy, thats what matters.  JJ's being a dick to beth and it pisses me off cuz theres no need to be!!  I never see Tyler...i see him thurs tho and that is good!! Cheerleading season started that means my hours have been shot to shit at work!! I have to work tomorrow and i dont reallllly want to, not really excited.....i have michelle for secret santa...shhh dont tell!  Well im gonna go, nothing more too exciting i think.....goodnight    

12/6/05 11:04 pm - not too much new but RENT

(Angel)
Live in my house
I'll be your shelter
Just pay me back
With one thousand kisses
Be my lover - I'll cover you

(Collins)
Open your door
I'll be your tenant
Don't got much baggage
To lay at your feet
But sweet kisses I've got to spare
I'll be there - I'll cover you

(Both)
I think they meant it
When they said you can't buy love
Now I know you can rent it
A new lease you are, my love,
On life - be my life

Just slip me on
I'll be your tenant
Wherever - whatever - I'll be your coat

(Angel)
You'll be my king
And I'll be your castle

(Collins)
No you'll be my queen
And I'll be your moat

(Both)
I think they meant it
When they said you can't buy love
Now I know you can rent it
A new lease you are, my love,
On life - all my life

I've longed to discover
Something as true as this is

(Collins) (Angel)
So with a thousand
sweet kisses If you're cold
I'll cover you And you're lonely
With a thousand
sweet kisses
I'll cover you You've got one nickel only
With a thousand sweet kisses
I'll cover you
When you're worn
out and tired With a thousand sweet kisses
I'll cover you
When your heart has
expired

(Both)
Oh lover I'll cover you
Oh lover I'll cover you

 

 

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Sweet Shit right, I get to be Angel, I've wanted to be him/her all my life!!  I love RENT so much, it is incredibe....by the way, Wicked was phenomenol also!!! I love TYLER, hes the most amazing person in the world!!!!!  I want to marry him lol...just kidding, maybe!!  I miss hanging out w/ my friends, i miss them sooo much we havent gone out or spent the night in forrrrever!! I feel terrible for bethany, she got her liscence suspended and i feel so bad for her, i wish there was sumthing i could do.  I miss crystal, shes in florida and left us losers behind damnit, Em is going out w/ Chad i guess, kinda wierd but if shes happy, thats what matters.  JJ's being a dick to beth and it pisses me off cuz theres no need to be!!  I never see Tyler...i see him thurs tho and that is good!! Cheerleading season started that means my hours have been shot to shit at work!! I have to work tomorrow and i dont reallllly want to, not really excited.....i have michelle for secret santa...shhh dont tell!  Well im gonna go, nothing more too exciting i think.....goodnight    

11/23/05 11:49 am

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11/8/05 10:26 pm

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Punk

67%

Emo

63%

Pop

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Rap/Hip-Hop

38%

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11/8/05 10:14 pm

                                                    

God is he not gorgeously sexy? Well, Pretty bored, got off work not too long ago.  Trying to get Myspace to work and it wont, its pissing me off.  Charlie and the Chocolate factory came out today!!!  I'm getting it on Thursday, realllllly excited!! I love Johhny Depp.  I get to see Tyler on Thursday, that makes me happy.  My mom yelled at Bethany last night, kiiinda funny but stilll, she made her go to my room, also kiiinda funny.  My moms a nut sack!! Bored, work was really slow tonight, laura gave me a cigarette cuz she didnt want to smoke by herself lol.  I kinnnnda shut the photo machine down tonight buttt not really..i will learn it pretty quick tho, i kno the basics of what u gotta do so 18 rolls around ill be set.  Finally turned my sr pics in, bout damn time lol.  They are expensive as fuck though.  I need to pee, bathrooms so far away.  I want to be in love so bad, its just not happening.  I just want to love someone w/ all of me but I dont kno, it will happen eventually i spose.  Well I guess im gonna go pee now lol.  bye

10/31/05 01:55 pm


Which Nightmare Before Christmas Character are You?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
And the verdict is.. Sally
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10/30/05 12:52 pm - Erics party

Hey, Erics party was fun, it was funny cuz it was just the usual ppl that are at the partys but thats what made it fun plus we had like the whole dance floor so that was cool.  Twister was fun, em looked hott...it was really good to see crystal i never get to see her.  I think i need to talk to bethany there is definately something wrong between us.  Tyler came to the party...hes an interresting boy.  Hmmmm Halloween is tomorrow, yay...lol jk.  I wish i had something to do that day buuuuut i dont.  My lil brother went to the ghost drive, he said it was reeeally stupid but that was expected.  Well Tyler called..gonna call him back...bye

10/27/05 03:43 pm - im pretty pissed

Well I just went to practice and 4 ppl showed up, I finally got my grade up and I get fucked up the ass. Well whats new...Sooo I guess we'll just look gay and have to do it in cheerleading, it will look soooooo bad. Jennifer is pretty much retarted so she wont understand it and all the other ppl are gonna be like derr what do i do. So thats sumthing to look forward to. Beth got a tattoo, its really kool, I really wanna get one when I turn 18, and I plan to. MJ's feet somewhere...it will be hott. I realllly reallllly want my eyebrow peirced tho and im to the point of saying fuck it and just get it done on my b-day. I act like my b-day is tomorrow or sumthing but naw, its not tille Dec but I'm still waiting in anticipation. So Play practice is tonight, Tyler is gonna come w/, i hope fox doesnt have a huge problem w/ that, thats all i need. I dont really think my medicine is working, im just gettin more bothered by things that really shouldnt bother me but they do neways. I dunno, I really havent been taking it that long but wtf i dunno. So i won a my chem shirt off of ebay and its pretty much incredible, i love it...but im gonna go, tyler is coming to get me...yes im at school.....Allyson

10/18/05 11:31 pm - BLAH

Gahd, So Bored, Well I met this guy Tyler, he is pretty much amazing.  I met him friday at the football game, he is sarahs bf's friend,  We get along really well.  I get to see him again on thursday.  So WICKED is tomorrow and im extemely excited, it will be amazing, So im prolly not gonna be able to get my eyebrow pierced cuz of my stupid ass job.  But I want to neways, i dont even care if i have to wear a bandaid.  Hmmmm we went to the Haunted Barn in Lena over the weekend, that was pretty kool i guess other than the fact em cried all the way through.  I really wanna go to Scream Fest and Trail of Screams.  Ahhh well im bored so im leavin bye!

9/18/05 04:58 pm - wow

Damn I havent updated in a reallllly long time....Well stemming from the last entry, Ozzfest was great but Backstreet Boys was 100 times better just cuz theyre Backstreet Boys. School started like 2 weeks ago or sumthing, my classes are crappy. Ummmmmm Working at Snyders is going pretty good except I'm not a big fan of this girl Andrea, she bugs me a lot!! I guess my mema's not doing very good which worries me a lot, I guess shes been talking to a lot of people in her house that arent really there. I met a carnie at the fair named Anton from S. Africa and he was gorgeous but he stopped calling me, I think he thought I was crazy!! Me and the girls went to the Drive In last night and say Red Eye and Skeleton Key, Skeleton Key was pretty good. I met this guy named Josh and he was pretty hott but stupid as hell..that turned me off a little bit. My friends kept cracking jokes at him but he didnt catch any of them...hence he pretty dumb. He wants to go out w/ me like 2 weekends from now, I gave him my number :P. Im goin to Homecoming w/ Chase, my friends are gonna end up shooting me by the end of the night prolly. Randy is guess is supposedly gonna get married, we'll see if thats gonna happen...Well I dont really kno what else to talk about so I'll see ya!!Oh yeah beth and jj broke up but got back together so i guess its not really news. lol, its kool girly i kno u guys love eachother!!

~Ally~

8/6/05 12:21 am - Ozzfest is tomorrow!!

                                                   

Ozzfest is tomorrow, pretty excited about that....it will prolly be fuckin HOT tho.  Were gonna stay at marks tomorrow night sooo thats pretty cool they have a tight ass house. So pretty excited!!! yeah i kno it says 2004, o well....goodbye

8/3/05 11:18 pm - Jobs pretty good

Ozzfest is this weekend so I'm pretty excited even tho seats are pretty shitty.  Beth is having a pretty bad b-day and i feel bad for her, poor girl lost her teeth.  So far I like my job, putting prices on the shelves really sucks, it bores me to tears!!  I dont kno what else to talk about really...so im going to go now...bye..oh yeah i need a bf 

7/28/05 09:04 pm - Got a new Job!!

                                              

Well I got a new job, I think I'll like it, so far its pretty fun, the ppl there have been there for so long its like a family.  My aunt denise asked me if I wanted to work there so I quit the bar since it was only a few times a month.  Its only $6.50 but in October everyone gets raises.  So thats kool. So far i like it tho...All I've been doing so far is pricing gift wear which isnt fun. Me and the girls went and saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and I absolutely loved it...Johnny Depp is sooooo pretty...thats about it!

7/12/05 01:23 am - Backstreet Boys is getting sooner!!

                                                                    

Well the BSB concert is growing closer by the Day and I'm soooooooo Excited...I stll need to pay Beth back, and I wanna think of sumthin big to do for Beths B-day, I hope my Uncle got Ozzfest Tickets but I'm sure he didnt and thats realllly gonna piss me off.  Well Byronfest is over now, now all I have to worry about is Camp, ReAlLy exciting..not really, I'm too fucking fat.  I need to look for a different Job cuz the bar is nothing...working a few times a month is not enuf to pay for car insurance or a god damn meal.  Soooo I need a new job.  I get my Senior pics done on the 25th...I really hope I dont look like a sow in all of them, I want my pics to be good.  Well I dont have nething else to say..bye!!! 

7/5/05 01:40 am - Ahh

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